Stalker Strikes Again

Remember my post when last Dec 17 I received an SMS from a depraved stalker who doesn't seem to have anything else to do except to ruin my relationship with my husband? And it couldn't have come at a better timing --my son was hospitalized that day, stresses were at an all-time high, and I couldn't think straight. But all that has been solved by simply changing my number and forgetting it as a horrible nightmare. We avoid her at all costs and call her She-Who-Shall-not-Be-Named, and we  thought she would get tired soon.

And now, it seems she is enraged to have discovered that my hubby and I are stronger than ever. She seems to have found out I have deactivated my facebook account. Today she sent me an email with pictures of hubby's team building where she even cc'd my dad. I have to commend her on her research, she knows her stuff. But dear, it's not even funny now. So I guess if you really are serious about ruining my life, you have to try harder. Because you know what? I'M NOT SCARED OF YOU. My husband is transparent with me, tells me everything, and most importantly, loves me and my son. I would forgive you if you were sorry, but just keep on reading my blog and maybe you can learn a thing or two about my faith. You can break me, but not my faith in God, and hell not this marriage.

Happy to know I have a fan in this blog, though.

An Open Letter to my Stalker

I don't know where else to write. I don't want to see you, I don't want to talk to you or exchange vile replies via text. But thank you for making me feel that my marriage is worth fighting for, because no matter what lies you come up with up, what matters is that I and my husband are still together. 

I really feel bad that you have to stalk me like this, hindi naman ako artista. Should I feel honored? Actually, I'm disgusted at your lowly tactics. You sound so desperate that you don't even have any self-worth and dignity left. I hope for your sake you will move on from your delusions of having a married man for yourself because you can never find someone to fall in love with that way. 

Someday I will find it in my heart to forgive, but not now, when the wound you inflicted two years ago has not even healed yet and you want to scrape it anew. You will understand it yourself when you get married. More often that not, there's always consequences for the actions you do now. But that is not for me to judge.

But you know, even if you planted evil, I will not return your bad deeds. As Exodus 14:14 says, The LORD will fight for you; you need only to be still. I have anchored my life and my trust in God; I will never be shaken. Why should I be afraid? Thanks to you, my faith increased, my walk with God is closer, and my marriage stronger than before. I really hope you read this. As for me, I will only think of positive and uplifting thoughts and I claim 2013 to be a year of peace for me. 

Psalm 35

¹ Contend, Lord, with those who contend with me;
    fight against those who fight against me.
² Take up shield and armor;
    arise and come to my aid.
³ Brandish spear and javelin
    against those who pursue me.
Say to me,
    “I am your salvation.”

⁴ May those who seek my life
    be disgraced and put to shame;
may those who plot my ruin
    be turned back in dismay.
⁵ May they be like chaff before the wind,
    with the angel of the Lord driving them away;
⁶ may their path be dark and slippery,
    with the angel of the Lord pursuing them.

⁷ Since they hid their net for me without cause
    and without cause dug a pit for me,
⁸ may ruin overtake them by surprise—
    may the net they hid entangle them,
    may they fall into the pit, to their ruin.
⁹ Then my soul will rejoice in the Lord
    and delight in his salvation.